Lyane ^^v

2011-08-10T03:27:00.002+08:00

Today is a weird day.
D started to talk to me (MSN) and it started out kind of awkward cos we have not seen each other for quite awhile.

Then after awhile, he complimented that my profile pic was nice.
I accepted that compliment, well being humble, I just said thanks :X
But that's where it gets weird.

He said I was cute and all.
Then suddenly he said that he have weird thoughts of me.
And I wouldn't want to know about it.

He told me about his ex and all.

Luckily, those evil words just end there.

I hope things like this won't happen again.

It's just too weird.

2011-06-10T00:10:00.002+08:00

I don't know whether to believe in this job that my friend got me.
She's also in that job and she's happy in it.
I was curious, so I went on google and search for the company,

hoping to find any official websites about the company and know more about them.
There were no website at all and furthermore, 90% of the articles are negative.
I am really in a state of dilemma.

I actually don't need this job and I am not really into this part of business,

in fact, I was never interested in businesses.

I really don't want to go for this job training I have tomorrow cos from the blog that I went,

the person who went for the training had a bad experience.

I wanted and waited to go for the school event,

and now I am here, wanting cancel the school event just for a job?

I have no idea how now.
I would feel guilty if I cancelled it with my friend,
but I might regret this decision!

I really need someone who can think clearly to point out the pros and cons for me now.
ARGH.

xoxo,

xiaoxi

2011-06-07T23:15:00.003+08:00

I feel so out of place.
It's like everyone had found the people that they are hanging out with

and I'm just hanging on to all the groups I have, unsure of which to go to.
Seeing everyone getting close to each other day by day,
I really don't know how.
I want to get close to everyone of them cos I like them all.
I'm always so negative nowadays. :(

xoxo,
xiaoxi.

2011-06-06T21:21:00.002+08:00

SIGH.
ta ai wo, wo ai ni, ni ai ta, ta ai ta. Why must the cycle be like this?
Why can't it more beautiful?

2011-05-31T22:27:00.002+08:00

It has been very loooooooooooooooooooooong since I've blogged.
Well, school had started 6weeks now and we're having TERM TEST next week!

I got a feeling that I'm going to flunk this one :(

I don't really understand what I'm studying now as everything I'm learning is all new.

There goes my diploma plus/ cluster diploma :(
But I still have hope!! I can take extra CDS if I want!!
BIO HERE I COME!
But I want to get music CDS too. *mao dun mao dun*
Lazy to blog anymore

xoxo,
xiaoxi.

2010-12-06T13:24:00.002+08:00

That day, I forgot which day,

I end up 30 mins early for work,

so I went to butterfly garden in T3 for a walk..

It's amazing..

You can walk up to the second level so I went,

looking down from the stairs,

the view is gorgeous!

From there, many butterflies can be seen flying around,

especially if there are quite a lot of people,

they will try to touch them, and many butterflies flew,

it would be beautiful..

And.. I was with the trainer for 3 hours..

Her name's Becca, I suspect that her name is Rebecca and Becca's just her nick name..

Normally trainers would be portrayed as scary ones,

but Becca is real friendly!

Although that, we were still scared! HAHA
That day, she asked us to make her so many drinks!

And uh, I forgot to put honey for Banana Buzz! ><

Oh yeah, and we wasted 13 cups of drinks in around 30mins!

I went to hongzhi's birthday chalet on Saturday..

I realise that people celebrating 21st,

will always be so busy and don't even have the time to eat.!

Like, so poor thing!

I want to thank HZ for inviting us!

I finally met up with Sam ahyi, Mavis mummy, Gimming, Kiaboon, Hweeboon and my galfren JIANING! :D

Jianing and I talked for the 2 hours that we were together. haha

Jianing ah! Mavis Mummy ah! We must go out one day again!! :D

Well, yesterday I went back to Yamaha for my class.

I was alone with teacher!

Because Rose wasn't able to attend..

I'm so sad that I will have to change class and teacher from January onwards :(
Miss Georgia! I will miss you man!

I hope my new teacher will be at least as amazing as Miss Georgia......

takecare peeps,

xiaoxi. :3

2010-12-02T13:14:00.000+08:00

I'm so scared.

What if I fail english?

What if I fail math?

What if I fail both?

I will have to take Os again?

But it would be so scary!

T.T

What to do?

2010-11-25T21:36:00.002+08:00

I feel so left out.

Maybe I'm just sensitive.

They have nothing to say, so why would they talk to me?

It would be better..?

It would be Lyane. It would be after the outing.

Your r/s with them would become better.

Don't let your self-esteem go lower..

Life will become better hopefully!

I just hope that I will be busy so that none of the thoughts that will make me sad will come!

I think I should go for jogging tomorrow morning!

I have not been exercising and is gaining weight!

Damn. I will have to start soon!

takecare peeps,

xiaoxi.

2010-11-21T11:55:00.004+08:00

Finally!

I forgot my password and went through Hell Lot for the password.

Well~

TP Rawks rocked!

I love the cheers the most!

Afro ooi!

Ayeeeeeeee!

Afro ooi!

What laaaaaaaa!
Afro ooi!

A A AFRO A A A AFRO

BOOMZ!

Afro what?

afro green!

A-F-R-O
afro afro sibei hou

sibei high sibei fly
Ayeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

fly like what?

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Fly like the G6 like the G6!!!!

I think ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

think think think think

running through TP~

in my white undies~

tall short white black

we all love TP~

TP rocks TP rocks

TP rock my sock!

T-E-M-A-S-E-K

TP all the way

TP all the way~

That's some of the cheers!

Hmm........

My group's PLs were the most awesome!

Melissa, Amos and YongDing(if I'm not wrong)

Love em lots!

I will remember AFRO GREEN for life! :)

Not forgetting the CLs too!

Evangeline and Shaun

there's one more CL but I dunno him :x

oh hahaha.

Take care peeps,

xiaoxi~

edited

The game that I loved the most on day 1 was 'hey Banjang(?)'

On the second day : The Ding & Dong game
On the third day : The picto-something, It's a game where you draw and people guess what it is..

One thing I'll remember forever.. :

My finger got slam in between two dragon boats! :X

I almost died there,

my mum said : 'You're lucky that your finger didn't break!'
I was like : 'wow.'

2010-09-05T23:51:00.003+08:00

Hmmmmmmmmmmm.

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

What to post? I'm lazy to post bout birthday......

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

oooooohhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh!

I forgot to do F&N..! Suppose to pass up to teacher on friday.. *dies*

No time now, shall do tmr.. hahaha.. X.

I'm pretty much crazy right now.. heeheeheeeheehee...

bye people :D

*edit*

Miss Neo said I failed math..

It's p2 that pulled me down..

I know it's because I have not enough practices..

I so scared now.. I know I must start to sprint, sprint all the way to the end point..

But, what if I still fail?

I can't go anywhere without math.

I'm also afraid that I will fail English..

I had only passed mid-year because of luck I assume?

I had gotten high marks for oral then by a lenient teacher..

I passed the rest with borderline marks..

What if I fail English for prelim?

What if, I fail chem? That'll pull down the whole of sciences..

What if I fail SSG just like mid-year?

What if I only passed F&N with borderline marks?

That'll be the end of me I guess..
I'm scared, very scared..

2010-08-31T23:15:00.002+08:00

Wanted to wake up at 5am to write all the notes and wrap the gifts,

but I woke up at 6.40am instead.. :x

I think I didn't press 'on' for the alarm clock..

Sooooo, the dance for aces day waaaaaaas, quite fun..

I was enjoying watching the teachers and principle dance.. HAHA..

In class, I continued to write the notes and pack the gifts in the boxes and bags..

Mrs Lim gave the class committee a pencil each that has our name stick on..

Then it was recess..

We saw Miss Shen from the 4th floor and screamed for her to wait for us.. LOL..

So we were handshaking her, saying 'happy teacher's day' and giving gift..

I guess that she was confused that, when I did handshake with her, she said 'happy teacher's day' to me! HAHAHA. Then, she was like 'oh, what am I saying? Thank you thank you' HAHA..

KH walked to the opposite side of the staff room so I asked 'where are you going?' in chinese,

and guess what, Miss Shen answered me in Chinese 'I'm going to the staffroom' HAHAHA, Epic right? LOL.
We walked to the staffroom, and I was giving teachers gifts, and we saw Mdm Loh,

we were handshaking and giving gifts and saying 'Happy teacher's day' and ZH shoke Mdm Loh's hand again, and then he said 'I shook your hand already' and Mdm Loh said 'really? I really did?' HAHAs, that was another epic moment..

Matthew, Niki, me and Siyah walked the whole of the ex 'block G-ext' (I forgot what it is called)

to find Mdm Yasmin, she was in the 4E4 when we found her and then we gave the gifts.. I helped Lynn to give her a gift and she was like 'Who? Lynn? Aww, I'm so touched, I didn't even teach her!'

So we went back to class after that, and Mr Tan SG came in to tell us some things about the practical exam and then nothing much..

Miss Neo came in and let us watch, um, I dunno how to spell the movie's name, it's about this rat that can cook.. yeah.. Miss Neo stopped at the most exciting part! It is all because we had to go to the hall.. LOL.

Many of my batch's came back..

There was Rozanna, Huichun, Huimei, Qianyi, Sufeng, Jiaxin, Serene, Liangyue and even Yiling!

There was technician problem so the hosts came out and asked quite a few to dedicate anything to the teachers, and he called out Zanna, Zanna dedicated to Miss Shen saying that she missed her, that was so touching, I thought that Zanna almost cried.. :X

Well, after the whole celebration, we went Ikea for lunch.. Meatballs :D LOL.
That's pretty much all :D

Take care peeps,

xiaoxi.

ignorance and error are necessary in life, just like bread and butter.

2010-08-26T10:41:00.005+08:00

2ooth post :D

Why did I choose to take Chinese again? Sigh.
What did I set myself into?
Well, I've signed the paper, no choice now~

I went to youtube and I found this video 'youth of the nation'

Miss Idzhana showed my class that video when we're sec 2,
we were to listen and fill in the lyrics on a paper..
It's quite sad, about this boy who regretted not saying 'goodbye' to his mum before he went off to school..

He got killed in a mass killing by a classmate.
There's an irony though, you see, he's dead, sooooooooo, how did he made the video and how did he feel regret? LOL..

Going to study later with kahhui, Zhihao and Julyianna below Julyianna's block (most probably)

I think I shall bring my both bio and F&N.. Shall memorise the steps for all the food tests.. ._.

Going to work again tomorrow after exam.. Oh, I forgot that I've got tuition on friday nights! LALALA, gotta tell leiseng now............

I'm so bored now, what should I do? LOL.

I know, study right? :X

I so don't feel like........
I shall do math later.

I watched Happy Tree Friends just now..
It was disgusting, wonder why did I watch it in the first place.. LOL, must be out of boredom..

I've been planning gifts for teacher's day, I shall bake cookies like last year,

but this time round I'm going to decorate it! :D

I wanted to write 'love-notes' for the teachers that I'm going to give the present to,

but uh, I'm not sure of what to write! :X

I can't really play around with English words, so, maybe it'll be just some simple words..

I want to make them special, so maybe I'll buy zip-lock bag and put the cookies in,

and then I'll put it with my 'love-notes' in a box from uh... uh... art box or urban write :D

Takecare peeps,

xiaoxi.

ignorance and error are necessary in life, just like bread and water.

2010-08-25T13:59:00.003+08:00

English paper today..

Mdm Yasmin told us that we might find the paper challenging..

And, yes, I find it quite difficult,

maybe it's because I do not have a wide range of vocabulary so I don't understand..
I really hope I'll pass..

Sigh..

2010-08-22T18:14:00.000+08:00

COUNTING DOWN TO DOOMS DAY: 1

Shit!

2010-08-21T00:12:00.004+08:00

Today is math and chemistry.

Math is quite easy, I finished it within 1 hour.
If paper 1 is easy, I doubt paper 2's going to be easy :x

Chemistry is also quite easy, although I left quite a number of blanks.

After the papers Siyah and I went to find Miss Ho and Mdm Yasmin..
Siyah talked to Miss Ho about mother tongue, guess that she'll be re-taking?

Aftermath, I asked Miss Ho to help me call for Mdm Yasmin..
She gave us Day 5's oral practice paper and she let us prepare for 10 minutes..
I was to go first, I don't know why but I was very very nervous..

Mdm Yasmin said that I had drop in standard for my reading,

perhaps it's because I'm too nervous that I stumbled a few times..
I wonder why I will always hesitate while being tested on picture conversation..
With Mdm Yasmin being an 'impatient' teacher (as she says it), I did not get much chance to say everything that I've got..

Conversation, she said that I reacted very fast, but my sentence structure and vocab needs to be stronger.. I hope I can do it for Monday!! >.<

COUNTING DOWN TO DOOMS DAY: 2

ignorance and error are necessary in life, just like bread and butter.

2010-08-19T16:56:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was English P1 and SS..

English, I wrote 'Mystery' and I exceeded the word limit by 150 words.. :x

We were suppose to write a magazine newsletter,
Mdm Yasmin gave us a paper about it,
it's a model answer but that's a story and the one we were supposed to write is about CCA.
So, I think I flunk it..
SS, the SEQ were easy, but I'm not sure whether the informations that I wrote is enough..
SBQ was very very tough, especially the last question..

Today was geography, and I did trail oral with Mdm Yasmin..

I 'studied' development, but I did Geog of food..
Geog of food, I gave up in the 5 and 8 marks questions,

they are all KC questions..

River and coast, there are quite a lot of KA questions,

if I answered correctly, it should be alright..

Should be boarder line pass?

Went to find Mdm Yasmin before geog exam for oral practice,

she said I read too fast and she can sense my low confidence and nervous.. :/

That was the practice for day 3..

After geog exam, I went to find her again, and Mdm Yasmin gave me day 4's.
She said I slowed down, but I am still very nervous..
From picture and conversation, she said that she can hear that I have very little confidence..
She says that I can think fast and answer the questions, but I lack vocabulary.
She says that my thinking are mature. Hmm.

HOW TO BOOST VOCABULARY IN THREE DAYS???? OMG, I'M SO DEAD.

DOOMS DAY COUNTING DOWN : 3

ignorance and error are necessary in life, just like bread and butter.

2010-07-25T16:05:00.006+08:00

There was once I went to a fun fair near my grandma's house in Malaysia..
I finished drinking a drink that I bought,
I hold on to the plastic cup looking for a rubbish bin..
my cousin 'Why are you holding on to it? Just throw on the floor la'
my guilty conscience act up immediately telling me not to throw.
Singapore's education on this is good yeah? hahas..
But all the way, there's not even a rubbish bin!
I was reaching my uncle's car, so I just threw it on a grass patch.. :x
I was very guilty for doing this, imagine if no one clears the cup,
it will stay there for another 1000 years before it decompose!!

I really wished that the N(A)s in my school can study Literature,
I find Lit very very fun and I like the old flowery english..
I love it even more when Miss Shen gave us a midsummer night's dream script for oral practice..
'O, why rebuke you him that love you so?'
hahas..

Came across this quote from Fb, credit to Miss Idzhana:
Do not expect anything in return,
do not expect your efforts to be appreciated,
your genius to be discovered,
your love to be understood.

I find this very very true~
Just don't expect too much, and you won't be too disappointed.

Ignorace and error are necessary on life, just like bread and butter.

2010-07-24T18:00:00.002+08:00

The Window ShopperRandom Gentle Love Dreamer (RGLD)

Loving, hopeful, open. Likely to carry on an romance from afar. You areThe Window Shopper.

You take love as opportunities come, which can lead to a high-anxiety, but high-flying romantic life. You’re a genuinely sweet person, not saccharine at all, so it’s likely that the relationships you have had and will have will be happy ones. You’ve had a fair amount of love experience for your age, and there’ll be much more to come.

Part of why we know this is that, of all female types, you are the most prone to sudden, ferocious crushes. Your results indicate that you’re especially capable of obsessing over a guy you just met. Obviously, passion like this makes for an intense existence. It can also make for soul-destroying letdowns.

Your ideal match is someone who’ll love you back with equal fire, and someone you’ve grown to love slowly. A self-involved or pessimistic man is especially bad. Though you’re drawn to them, avoid artists at all costs.

LOL.

2010-07-20T17:06:00.002+08:00

Today passed in a blur.
Thought math class seem really slow, it was boring,
especially when Miss Neo explains everything so slowly..
but funny things did happen :x
Miss Neo pronounced 'prism' as 'prisiem' and 'toblerone' as 'toblone'
hahas.. opps. :x
During the class, Miss Neo looked at me and Amirus and said
'I have 2 person in this class that should be in the other one'
The feeling was 'opps, haha :x' LOL.
After lunch was english, I was shocked to see Miss Shen in class.
It's suppose to be Mdm Yasmin.
But well, Mdm Yasmin only came in in the last 10 mins..
So, Miss Shen showed us this bot fly in Africa that will lay egg under human skin,
and the process whereby they take out the larvae.
it's very very gross.
When our class 'ewww-ed' and 'owww-ed' while watching,
Miss Shen was laughing very hard.. LOL.
After that she showed us a document about tsetse fly.
So, today in english is like learning biology,
I learnt that the bot fly will only cause infection but a tsetse fly can cause death,
while bot fly infection is real gross and tsetse fly parasite can't be seen.

Listening Compre's today..
We're in the class by 2.30pm
And so we listened to 92.4 or smth.
It's all classical music, so many fell asleep,
I almost did, but I keep waking myself up because if I were to sleep,
I would be blur when I wake up.
It goes alright, except for 4 dilemmas that I had in the questions..
Well, after the exam, I compared answers with a few people,
and, I can confirm that I have one wrong? Well, 18/20 is not bad.
But, I really need a 20/20.. Well, exam's over, I can't do anything.
Just hoped that my result will be better!!
Anticipated for after National Day, as it will be when I will get my chinese result.
Praying hard that I will get the result that I will be satisfied with.

Ignorance and error are necessary in life, just like bread and butter.

2010-07-14T16:04:00.002+08:00

Chinese oral today.

It's kinda disastrous..

I stuttered many times while reading the passage,

and I read back my sentence when I read the word wrongly,

which is, a taboo to do so.

The conversation's topic is to compare online learning and learning at school.

The teacher said the question too fast and I could not catch it.

So I asked her to say it again,

and she said it so very slowly. LOL.

I did not have much to say, and about twice in between,

I could not express myself well as the word keep appearing in my mind as english..

So overall, when the teacher asked me a question,

I answered only around three sentence.

And my pauses were very, very long.

I was so disappointed with myself that I cried when Mdm Yasmin asked me about it..

And so she told me that what is important is the quality than the quantity..

After awhile, Miss Ho saw me crying and asked me why..

They asked me what I said, and they told me that I got the points well..

And the reading is only 10 marks, I do not have to worry so much.

But, I really do want to get a distinction for my overall chinese..

This mean that I have to get a high distinction for oral to have a higher chance of getting a distinction for my chinese.

I am so afraid that I might lose my distinction for oral.

ignorance and error are necessary in life.

2010-07-05T14:39:00.002+08:00

I shouldn't feel so upset. Since you're no longer close to me..
I shouldn't feel so upset that you broke your promise..
I shouldn't feel jealous when you go with them..
I shouldn't feel so close to you now..
maybe, I'm still not adapted to reality life..
oh well~

2010-07-03T23:50:00.003+08:00

Slept at 1pm plus yesterday night and woke up at 6plus today..
It was so tiring that I keep nodding to sleep today..
Although it's tiring, but I had lots of fun..
At around 8am, the guys called my cousin telling that they're on the way..
But we heard their horning of the car once we step on the first floor..
We made the groom and the 'brothers' do 30 push ups, but they cheated with the counting..
After the push ups, we gave them bread that have fillings such as ginger, onions and bittergourd..
Those ingredients are cut into small chunks..
We though that we will be seeing them with some expression, but they seem to enjoy it(epic fail)
After they finish eating, we want them to do 30 squats while holding their ears..
This time, we count..
They were soooo tired, so we gave them discount, 28 of them.. (haha)
Right after, we asked if they were thristy.. And we gave them lemon juice(fresh squeezed,mixed with water la, we're not so bad)
This time, their faces change, coz the juice is really sour! hahahaha..
We gave them another round of food, biscuits(wasabi potato biscuits with additional wasabi)
We told them to eat it all in one..
Some did it, and one made a sound like *ohwwwww* and then we went *hahahahahaha*
LOLLOL..
Till then, we still didn't let them in the groom then went *please, let me in, please* in a very pitiful voice..
We gave them one last mission, to blow flour from a plate, there are papers inside..
2 are written 'key' and 'kiss' respectively..
The groom luckily picked 'key', but the rest picked the rest of the paper too!
So we asked the 'brother' that got 'kiss' to kiss the groom and photo will be taken..
They stand there for awhile, then finally he kissed him on the cheek with the memo paper in between..
So we let them in the house..
But we ran to the second floor and blocked the room door of the bride's..
We asked him to say 10 reasons why he loved her..
He gave us ridiculous answers though..
the last one's 'I will love her forever and she'll be ony one and only'
Soooo, we let him in, and the photo taking starts..
I 'm very tired now, so there's what happended in the morning~

take care peeps,
xiaoxi

ignorance and error are necessary in life, just like bread and water.

2010-07-01T21:24:00.002+08:00

Few days ago,

I asked my mum about the nenek that I always find when I go to metta..

Mum said she had passed away few weeks ago..

The nenek lived alone away from her children..

She fell down few times in the market..

The last one, she was admitted into the hospital..

Although nenek can only speak malay, and I only know a few words,

I liked her lots..

She's a very funny person..

Nenek, R.I.P..

I miss you..

2010-06-27T21:23:00.007+08:00

Today's the DB competition..

Instructor's not there, I was so angry and disappointed..

He jolly well know that we need a stirrer and a drummer..

And he just didn't come. HOW IRRESPONSIBLE IS THAT?!

There's only 8 person in my team, and 9 in the other..

Oh wells..

When we're preparing in the boat, one of the SP person asked me..

'where's your stirrer and drummer'

I was dumbfounded for a second and I said

'Our instructor isn't here'

He then gave a blank look and said

'Wha....what?'

I told him again,

'Our instructor isn't here'

He stared at me for awhile and told the others..

So, they sent in 2 person, they sucks..

The drummer is so slow and he hit the drum very slowly..

We can't even hear the stirrer when he said 'paddles up' or 'easy'.

We came in the last two.. My team the last..

It's actually alright, we're faster @ marina barrage than at Bedok reservoir already..

During the trainings, we had small competitions and my team always lag behind quite much..

But just now at marina barrage, we're only 28 secs behind..

My team's overall timing was 4mins 30secs..

Which my team's proud of..

We're not CCA team..

We only had three and a half hour of training, though some had experience it before.

During the competition, the sea water keep getting into my eyes, it hurts so much..

Kahhui was the left first person, so she's in front of me..

In between the competition, I saw that kahhui was faster and she was not co-ordinating with Howying..

So I said 'kahhui, co-ordinate. kahhui co-ordinate!'

After the competition, I asked kahhui whether did she close her eyes, she said yes.. LOLLOL..

revision of DB

paddle - 3 parts

-handle(top)

-shaft(center)

-blade(bottom)

few instructions >>

-paddles up(hold paddle in 'A' shape)

-row

-easy(stop rowing)

-hold water(stop the boat by putting the paddle into the waters)

when rowing count one to ten continuously..

Remember to twist to the side that you're rowing..

Life vest touching, or close to the side of the boat..

bend the top hand a bit at the front of forehead..

hand that is holding the handle must be straight..

remember the 'A' shape..(hands plus paddle)

Hmm, I was so determined that I'll join choir in poly,

but now, I'm thinking twice.. haha..

Ha. Tmr's school~

Woots. 3 more months to Os~

I'm so not ready :x

JIAYOUs everyone! GAMBATTE! HWATTING!!

takecare peeps,

xiaoxi

ignorance and error are necessary in life, just like bread and water.

2010-06-24T14:30:00.009+08:00

Today we went in late again, but not bcoz of the weather, bcoz some of the peeps always come late.. and we only had 1 hour of training (plurk angry emoticon).

Today's training is quite fun, as instructor kaihang break a few jokes..

When we did counting, we're quite lethargic, so he said "when you remove your bowel, you dont argh, argh, argh( in a lethargic way that sounded wrong :x) but you will argh argh argh( in a using lots of energy way{okay, i wrote it till it sounds so wrong :x}) then your shit will come out right?" This made us laugh so much..

We did twice of 500m, and i was out of breath most of the time! hahas..

I kept holding my breath ah. weird me.

we did quick rowing or whatever it's called for quite a while..

like, row quickly, it sounds stupid but it's quite difficult okay?

We also did a few sets of the supposed first 10 moves..

My stomach and butt(:x) muscles hurts..

Well, instructor kaihang asked us if we think we can win, ha, of course we said no..

But he encouraged us by saying, "it's the mentality, even if you think that you can't win, at least try for the first 3."

I kinda go for that mentality.. Winning is not everything. Even though (if) we didn't get even the first 3, we had learned teamwork, perseverance and sportsmanship and we had the experience.

Although, yes, we trained hard, and if we didn't get anything, I will be sad and (might) angry with myself for not trying harder or loosen myself in between the race, it'll be only one day, the next i will not be like that.

Why wallow yourself in a failure of the past and miss all the other success that you can have?

I'm ready to be defeated, are you? I won't be pessimistic, we will be having 10 peeps there, so we can win!

takecare peeps,

xiaoxi

Ignorance and error are necessary in life, just like bread and water.

2010-06-23T13:55:00.003+08:00

well, thank god today's weather is good when we're training. :D

hope tomorrow's the same!!

but, what made my mood go down is that instructor kaihang seem so unwilling to teach us today..

he had this boring tone and keep moving us to the platform..

instructor kaihang seems so insincere which made me quite pissed at the end of training.

He said today's gonna be intense training, but we only did twice of 500m, 9 times of 10x breaking the water and some exercise to strengthen our arm muscles.

I don't find it intense.. maybe it's coz he's sick today?

I saw him wearing a face mask before our training..

Oh well, I just hope training will be better tomorrow..

Tomorrow's the last training!! And then competition! Hwating people!!!

Heard from some others that instructor will choose 10 ppl for the competition,

the rest will be reserve.. cool, I hope to be in the team though :x

takecare peeps,

xiaoxi

ignorance and error are necessary in life, just like bread and water.

2010-06-22T16:07:00.002+08:00

Due to the weather, there's only half an hour for us to train ._.

irritating weather.

Till now we're suppose to have 6 hours of training alr, but due to weather(again.) we only did 1 1/2 of training.

argh, time and money wasted.

But I hope our hard work won't be wasted.

I really wann my team to win at least smth in the competition..

Today was some kind of posture check thing, and instructor kaihang moved my shoulder to be more slanted.. And then my tummy muscles at the right hurts..

when we're rowing, instructor kaihang pushed my right hand down as to make me move the blade fully into the waters.

We did one by one rowing today, and the boat's damn heavy, it's one person rowing 9 person!

So anticipated for the competition and so nervous.

Today's training's tiring, bcoz we're moved to the "correct posture" and we're using many muscles..

But when we go on land, I was not tired anymore..

well, I think I'm crazy, LOLLOL..

takecare peeps,

xiaoxi

ignorance and error are necessary in life, just like bread and butter.

2010-06-18T16:41:00.005+08:00

First dragonboat training..

We went down one by one, and then one of the girls step at the side of the boat,

and she drop into the water..

When I was going in, I was afraid that I would drop in.. haha

so I step in quick and bend down and hold the boat..

They said dominant hand at the top, so I thought I would need more strength on my left,

so I sat at the right, but, it was that the hand that holds the bottom needs more strength..

What I guess is around twenty minutes into it, my right hand muscles hurts,

and as its not my dominant hand, I didn't manage to catch up with the rest.. :x

Instructor asked me to change to the left side of the boat, so, luckily it's better.

After awhile, nurul asked to sit at the front, and kahhui and i moved to the last..

Sooo, while we rowed, water splash everywhere, my eyes, my body, especially the 50 in a row row..

I tried very hard to open my eyes while rowing, which is a torture as water splashes into my eyes.. our competition is a 500m race, and we tried it today, I missed a beat, :x I was tried..

I find myself the worst player in the team, but I shall not feel sad or whatsoever,

because, I can be better isn't it? YES. HUINING, YOU CAN DO IT! :D

I think I'm crazy, after we go on land, I want to go back to the waters again.. hahaha..

Didn't know that dragonboat can be so addictive..

While on the boat, we saw NTU guys row pass, they are so fast and steady and their 'A's were very uniform..

Mr Chew said the competition will be on the last Sunday of June @ marina barage ..

He also said that there are only 4 schools participating.. hmmm..

The girls that participated last year said that the currents at marine barage is stronger than that of bedok reservoir, jialat :x

I hope I'll be stronger by then and TPSS will win again! :D

takecare peeps,

xiaoxi.

ignorance and error are necessary in life, just like bread and water.

2010-06-17T11:43:00.003+08:00

I forced myself into your world, trying to know you and things that revolves around you.

Maybe I'm wrong, I know that I should not force myself.

I know that forcing will not give me happiness.

I am trying to hard to leave it, but it is difficult.

Trying this hard is making me weary,

I shall leave, but I'm not sure how long I would use, to leave it completely..,

since I was into your world for so long.

2010-06-13T15:38:00.003+08:00

2nd day in msia..

it's quite fun and boring at the same time..

alexis went back home, annabel didn't come..

so well, it's quite boring now,

i only have the lappy right now..

soooooo lazy to do coursework..

have no idea what to write for it.. :/

So i was doing coursework while using FB while listening to wedding dress, f(x), after school, t-ara and SNSD songs and suddenly i miss choir..

idk why, i just miss those days, i miss singing, i miss vocal warm ups..

i miss the seniors..

i miss my graduated friends..

why time pass so fast?

it's June,

3 months more and we'll all take our Os,

and leave TPSS,

we won't meet as much, we might also never meet anymore..

after this year, we'll all be separated.

hey peeps,

i really will miss you all, you people are the majority that is in my life, especially those that are my classmates of 5 years.

After this year, I really hope we can meet out together someday more.

I really will miss the whole batch of people,

I will miss the little pranks that we did on teachers,

I will miss all the inside jokes.

I will miss practically every thing in class.

omg, why am I so emotional today?

takecare peeps,

xiaoxi

ignorance and error are necessary in life, just like bread and water.

2010-06-03T15:00:00.003+08:00

Zhang Yun Jing
Amber

Both of them are so alike..

One's Korean, the other's Taiwanese..

Amber look more like a guy though..

Amber's in a girl band called f(x)..

YunJing's lady and a singer in taiwan..

Both their vocals are guyish..

2010-06-01T12:00:00.003+08:00

Mid-year results..

- English -

P1 - 17/30 and 14/30

P2 - 26/50

oral - 36/40

I got c6 for eng! I PASSED ENGLISH!!

- Maths -

P1 - 34/80

P2 - 42/100

I got E8 for maths :(

- Science -

chem -

P1- 10/20

P2- 21/65

Bio -

P1- 13/20

P2- 46/65

see the difference? :x

I got C5 for science :((

- Chinese -

59/100

I got C5 :x

- SSG -

geog- 19/50

ss- 19/50

I got F9 for SSG :x

- F&N -

55/100

the rest I'm not sure but I got C5 for F&N

No Bs no As.. :(

but i will run from now on, no more walking..

Hwaiting!!

2010-05-31T16:42:00.002+08:00

for paper 1 today i did qns 2 and 4..

letter writing to friend..

compo, hopefully i had done better..

paper 2, some says it's easy, but for me, i don't think i had written enough.. :x

no B3 please ahhhhhhh!

B3 again, i jialat :x

went to t1 for lunch with lynn, bx, jon, jina and matt b..

while going out matt said "miss kaur!" and pointed to a lady..

i turned, and i shouted "miss kaur!!"

i thought it wasn't very loud, but she got a shock, so i think i did shouted too loudly..

hahas, i was excited ma..

i hugged miss kaur, my head knocked with hers :x

i think it's cause i'm too short.. hahas..

she said she just came back.. hahas

this holiday, i think i shall first write notes for all the subjects..

SS- write 4 chapters?

geog- 4 chapters too?

i counted, i'll have 9 hours of english this June holiday..

okay LOL. random..

takecare peeps,

xiaoxi

ignorance and error are necessary in life, just like bread and water

2010-05-27T16:42:00.003+08:00

went and look for f(x) just now..

f(x) is so cool!! Especially Amber

Love their song, Nu Abo and Mr Boogie..

2010-05-27T14:38:00.002+08:00

I know its not worth it, but I still feel sad..

I know ya'll do not care, but I still feel sad..

I know even if i cry, ya'll won't know, and won't care..

Sometimes I would think,

whether I have problems with my attitude that ya'll don't like?

If not, why do I always only seem to be a sub-friend?

2010-05-26T22:11:00.003+08:00

Last day of mother tongue intensive!

woo.. but it's just intensive..

Monday is the day! my seat is at R10..

right at the side, no large industrial fan.. sad..

but, at least my paper won't fly.. LOLLOL..

Miss Ho said today after the paper that to enjoy the weekend..

okay, LOL.

I seem to always lose focus very fast right at the side of the class.. :x

I need to be like "right in front" to be focus I think..?

Like the place I sat at bedok..

Oh well..

In class today I saw something that I am really NOT suppose to see....

that made me go alllllll red.. I even can feel my ear becoming hot..

well, I know everyone has a itch sometime, somewhere.. but..

isn't it too unglam and inappropriate to.....................?

okayy, I have to forget about it.. I must man! OMG :x

In the AVA today is also very very very cold, my fingers became numb after that..

and they became red..

takecare peeps,

xiaoxi

ignorance and error are necessary in life, just like bread and water.

2010-05-08T09:37:00.002+08:00

Bio was easy for section A, but hopefully my answers are complete, if not, no marks rewarded.. :x

Section B, wth is RNA?

Mr Ang didn't teach ..

Mr Goh ahh!

oh well, i did qns 7 and 8 for it and, these two chapters are one of those that I touch and go,

so is kinda GG..

Watched IP man 2 with Jody, matt and stan yesterday..

It was so nice.. other than the bloody parts of course..

I didn't know that we'll all meet out again..

but we did and we watched IP man again..

I thought it was so "wow" to meet again after 1 1/2 years,

but after I found out something, then I understand how we can go out again. LOL..

When I first reach there, I went up to but the tickets first,

and Stan came, it's kinda awkward as both of us didn't really talk..

but, I found out that he's in music and audio, in SP.

The course I wanted to get in!

When we buy the tickets, I thought of only the back seats, didn't know what is special seats..

And when we reached, I was shocked to see, couple seats :x

That's so awkward bcoz the seating is,

me, stan, jody and matt

yeah, so.

After the movie stan explained to me about his course.

year1 & 2, recordings..

year 3, port folio includes song writing!!

Should I go for DPA?

Seeing photos of ex-choristers in other CCA is so upsetting, but, well~

takecare peeps,

xiaoxi

ignorance and error are necessary for life, just like bread and water.

2010-05-05T14:21:00.003+08:00

today's exam is @.@

maths qns 3bi, ii, iii undone, qns 7 totally GG

i was veryvery stressed out by the number of qns that i don't know how to answer..

but i relaxed bit after i see Mdm Loh MW. hmm, why? idk~ LOLLOL

SS, ha. SBQ, the support qns i die..

SEQ for IRA part i only wrote a small, tiny para..

There goes my SS down the drain~~~

decided to let go of chem for midyear..

so gotta chiong BIO!!

well~ GOOD LUCK EVERYONE FOR MID-YEAR!

takecare peeps,

xiaoxi

ignorance and error are necessary for life, just like bread and water.

2010-05-04T18:40:00.002+08:00

Had a talk, didn't make much difference but I know more bout my friends, which is good :D

Went to x craft with B, R and ZH.. bought friendship bands..

B bought one for A and ZH bought one for N..

I'm lazy to spell out the names but, you know who.. LOL..

BTW, i created a tumblr, I linked it, so go if you want,

will be keeping both blogs though..

thinking of whether to put the tagboard in tumblr too, shall I?

Hmm, shall die for SS tmr.. good luck to me :D

takecare peeps,

xiaoxi

ignorance and error are necessary in life, just like bread and water.

2010-05-03T13:04:00.004+08:00

Bought another version of JJ Lin's newest album, which is my third one :x

but it got 3D image, 2 bookmark of JJ's pic, 1 poster and one of the disc is 3D! the other disc is all bout his birthday!!

❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤

going out soon!

takecare peeps,

xiaoxi

ignorance and error are necessary for life, just like bread and water.

2010-05-01T16:10:00.005+08:00

I'm glad that I left..

I'm now much happier..

though, I will miss your presence..

I'm relieved that, I will no longer be controlled like a ball..

No longer will be treated as a toy that you come as go as you wish..

No longer will be hurt by your actions, but for now, I'll still be hurt..

I realised that you didn't know why I left, just, think back about your actions.

My life now will not revolve only around you any more..

Well, hate me of you want, I shall not care..

Do you know that your actions had demoralised me and lowered my self-esteem..

But well, I thank you for your valuable lessons of life.

take care peeps,

xiaoxi

ignorance and error are necessary for life, just like bread and butter..

I realised that I admire Miss Shen from the second week she came, am I ABNORMAL?

2010-04-21T20:22:00.003+08:00

it has been so long since i blogged..

well~ maths, i have to do TYS and is suppose to finish chapter 1-4 by today..

But but but but but, the questions is always repeating in different form,

and it is so irritating that i always did around 7-10 questions and i close the book :x

so until now i have not finished the whole of the four chapters..

maths test today was questions that teacher pick out from TYS..

And the questions that are out are those very damn difficult ones,

so i could not get it.. :(

Bio test was easy, guess it's because it mostly common sense..?

checking of CCA stuff today, got C6..

it's like wth? teacher promised that it would remained as A2..

After school, asked miss tan, she said that they would change it..

so that it will be back to A2..

well, hopefully so~

takecare peeps,

xiaoxi

ignorance and error are needed in life, just like bread and water.

i had always wish to be the one that is near your heart, but i don't seem to be one? As you had never told me anything even when you are sad or stuff like that? I really wish to know you, but it seem kinda impossible as you won't tell me.. I hope one day, you really totally will let your guard down for me, as i did for you :(

2010-04-09T16:35:00.004+08:00

wtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

chage seating plan today..

NOTE: this is what teacher says, "it's not just some change seat, everyone is involved"

AND not even half the class was changed..

i was one of those whose seat had been changed..

i'm now at the other end, front though..

but i can't see clearly what's on the screen!!

juliana johan can't see well at the back, miss smile turned down her request to be at the front..

wtf !

i wonder what's wrong with me and suhana, sitting at the front, QUIET?!

now i'm so far from twin, bo, santa them.. wtf..

i shall cool down...............

btw ANNABEL helped me and found the pic i took with JJ Lin @ bugis on 280310! :D

THANKYOU ANNABEL! ALL CREDIT TO HER :D :D :D :D :D

i look so short and my smile like so chachat.. :x

i am very happy though :D :D

2010-03-31T16:19:00.002+08:00

oh yeah, my results for progress report..

eng F9

maths A2

chi C6

comb humans D7

comb sc B3

F&N A1

i can't believe i failed my english so miserably,

but the almost the whole class got F9, so i think that it's normal?

i can't believe how on earth i can get C6 for my chinese and its 50.o. 50.0

how on earth can i get this when i got b3 for the past 2 'O' levels?

well~

comb humans, D7 coz both tests are SS and i really hate it :x

Venice~ haiis, can't remember anything about it..

guess i'm gonna fail the retest for decline of venice..

today got english test, proposal,

hopefully i'll pass..

third day of learning to do a proposal and we got a test? NICE.

If i can pass, i'll thank god.

maths, DUMAN SEC'S PAPER IS REAL DIFFICULT!

i gave up half-way through the paper, not a test, though..

Couldn't understand Mdm Chan..

I WANT MDM LOH MDM LOH MDM LOH!!!!!!!!!!!

well, these are all my ranting~

takecare peeps,

huining.

ignorance and error are necessary in life, just like bread and water.

2010-03-31T15:46:00.004+08:00

1st ver
2nd ver
stuff in the 2nd ver
x valentine card(front)
X valentine card (back)
2nd ver cd and dvd
the dvd
stuff in 1st ver
stuff in 1st ver, the booklet at the right is pics and stuff that JJ Lin thought of and written during the filming of the MV of hundred days.

28th Mar 10.

Went for electone class at 12.30 as usual..

ended at around 2.07

got a miss call from huichun..

huichun, lynn and jon are at the queue waiting for me alr for the back to back hug and pic event..

i took taxi there,

got in only at 2.25..

got a small conjunction bcoz the cars all slowed down to see the accident at the opposite side of the road ._.

reached at around 2.45 and the cost is 11.80

bought the second ver of hundred days there..

queued for 1 hr plus and finally on stage..

JJ Lin so handsome in person :D

AND I HELD HIS HAND!

after i came down, i felt giddy and can't breath properly and was shaking :x

i'm so happy..

the mc said that the pics will be on jjlin.name this week..

so anticipating!

hopefully, the pic will be out faster..

thanks huichunnie and jon for accompanying me and lynn and waiting there for so long! :D

after we walked around bugis junction bit, we went to illuma(sp.?)

i bought a shinee pic keychain :D

the escalator from the ground floor to the 4th floor takes 1 min!

we calculated :x

took MRT to Tamp and reached there at 6..

Lynn bought a bag in INK then we went home..

I want one of the bags too, and it's on promotion!

don't think parents will allow though :(

takecare peeps,

huining.

LYNN GIMMIE THE PIC THAT HC TAKE FOR ME! :D

ignorance and error are necessary in life, just like bread and water.

2010-03-16T12:40:00.003+08:00

yesterday was so fun..

went out with siyah, lynn, jon, jina and matthew..

first we went to gv and watched happy go lucky, the 1.35pm show..

we were seated at J1-6,

jina keep going to the toilet.. hahas :x

the last part of the movie quite funny, where fu xin called the police and told the police that a bag of money dropped from the sky.. hahas

after the movie,

we went to lavender by MRT,

all plug in to music.. LOL

when we reach, we walked kinda far to the steamboat place..

all very quiet, dunno why..

reached, seated at a round table, we started eating,

jina very funny,

she laugh like a seal.. :x

in between the meal, matthew, me, siyah and lynn take pics of us eating and stuff,

candid of course.. so some pic kinda weird weird de face.. hahas

all the five of them ordered 2nd bowl of rice when i had only finish bout 1/5 bowl of my rice.. :x

i'm not a rice person, so yeah, i always left the rice for soups.. hahas

guess what time we finished our meal?

5.50plus i think, early right? LOL

we took bus no.100 to vivo,

while we're waiting for the bus, siyah wanted to tell us something,

but she keep laughing and laughing,

idk why either, since the thing that she told us is not funny.. LOL

reached vivo at around 7..

went to samsung shop, daiso, pet safari and candy empire..

i bought a beanie at daiso, a grey and white one :D

but, i don't know what clothes to wear with the beanie.. :x

saw many lanyards at daiso which i wants to buy, all so nice, but well~

in pet safari there's a dwarf rabbit which is soooooo cute!

it'll go to you and it's paw trying to get you,

sooooooo cuuuuteeeee!

we went home from vivo at eight,

while in the MRT,

siyah is all tense up because she's late for her curfew..

she's so tense up that i thought she might break down anytime..

lucky her mum didn't scold her for coming home late..

i took bus no 18 back home.. and reached at about 9.40..

in total i spent 23.5 yesterday..

movie : 6.5

steamboat : 12

teenage mag : 3

beanie : 2

2010-03-07T20:22:00.006+08:00

What are friend? why once, they can be real friendly, and the other moment, they can be giving cold-shoulder?I don't understand my situation now. What shall I do? I had chosen my decision, but I'm not sure whether it's the correct one. What if it's the wrong one? How is the effect going to be? Can I face it? Can I take it? Why is the history repeating itself again? Why? Or I'm just thinking too much? Are they fooling me? Am I taking it too hard? Are the information that I had just some prank? What shall I do? Should i.........? Why can human be so complicated? Why am i like that? Why?

Definition of friends : a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.

But this can change isn't it? That's why conflict happens. That's why.

2010-03-05T17:45:00.004+08:00

F&N, computer faced teacher, so don't really have the chance to play

for the 2 hours, i only did 1 page! How great :x

MT, newspaper..

Chem, did new chapter and i was (@.@)

JY and i helped mdm shi on some files and she gave us sweets.. hehe

Suntec; the place is on the six floor, and it is VERY HIGH!

so scary!!!

after that career exhibition, JY and i went to the, MOE excel thingy..

went to the TP place, the guy is very interesting..

he told us all about how to get into the course we wants..

LOLs.. and, we got free ice-cream that TP students made..

at first it's quite nice and it does not melt very fast..

but at the end, it became quite.. nauseas.. :x

walked around for a bit..

(sorry niki, i didn't know that we'll decide on walking around)

after JY buy the fries we went to take 518 home..

have KFC for dinner (yums)

the oriental chicken salad is quite nice with no sauce at all..

i had expected to have some sauce though..

i think my father will be back home tomorrow?

takecare peeps,

huining.

ignorance and error are necessary in life, just like bread and water.

i chose to believe some and not the others.

i know that this decision might backfire.

but right now with this, i'm happy.

i hope i have chosen the right decision.

2010-02-26T21:27:00.002+08:00

should i buy ipod touch?

i only need the space..?

WIFI, does malaysia have it?

if not i cann just sms to smsyo in singapore..

ipod touch is expensive..

i can just buy some other mp3..

i don't really need the games..

cann give me some opinion??

aigoo.. so mao dun..

btw, i borrowed 2 books today! extended it so is till 9th apr..

i got 2 more that are due on the 4th though..

and one book from matthew..

i think i will tuo dao quite long then cann return you ah matthew! sorry ah!

i dunno what to plurk liao.. :x

takecare,

huining.

ignorance and error are necessary in life, just like bread and water.

2010-02-24T18:26:00.002+08:00

feel so EMO suddently..

weird..

tomorrow have maths common test...

i'm so scared for algebra and probability,

i'm afraid that i will make stupid careless mistake..

today maths did 2 papers of set notation..

miss neo told us that our expected O levels result as a class is not very good..

i was so scared but then miss neo tell the names of some that are expected to get A..

she called my name, i "huh" out loud,

so embarrassing cann!

been having slight headache, guess is due to not enough sleep..

shit man, F&N research check point is on friday and i'm only at the 2nd page..!

gotten 14/25 for 1st BIO test,

it's not a good sign,

i'm so worried that my marks are going to be on this margin..

hopefully not!

i expect quite alot from myself for BIO!

haiis..

takecare peeps,

huining.

ignorance and error are necessary in life, just like bread and water.

2010-02-23T08:22:00.002+08:00

yesterday was a very humid day..
for P.E my group ran 1.6km coz there was not enough time..
i hate it that when i ran for quite awhile,
my throat will always feel cold when i breathe..

In the afternoon i went with siyah and matthew to subway,
first time eating,
i ordered parmesan tuna, added lettuce, cheese, tomato slices and mayonaise..
don't ask me why i added mayonaise when tuna already have it..
i threw 1/8 of the sandwich away as i was beginning to feel like vomiting..
can't find a present for my mum then..
reach home at about 4pm..

i went out at 8pm to buy my mum's bithday cake..
and bought one very childish cup with a cover and wrap with a handkerchief..
my mum open and she say she would use that cup for her work.. haha..

takecare peeps,
huining.

ignorance and error are necessary in life, just like bread and water.

2010-02-21T22:12:00.001+08:00

will blog more about CNY this coming week, though i know it's very late! haha :x

ignorance and error are necessary in life, just like bread and water.

2010-02-15T14:05:00.003+08:00

Wonder how you're doing.

Wonder on are you happy.

A song, a game, a sentence.

There are so many things that remind me of you when i do not want to think about it.

oppa najombwa nareul jom barabwa

dugeundugeun gaseumi tteollyeowayo
jakkujakku sangsangman haneungeollyo
eotteoke hana kotdaenopdeon naega
malhagosipeo

Oh Oh Oh o ppa reul saranghae
Ah Ah Ah a manhi manhihae

sujubeuni jebal utjimayo
jinsimini nollijido marayo
tto ba bogateun malppunya -

2010-02-12T19:37:00.003+08:00

hiya! LOL, long since i've blogged..

hmmm.....................................

first,

HAPPY VALENTINE BIRTHDAY!

LOL.

oh and thankyou christina and lynn and siyah for your love today! :D (roses)

today F&N went to lab 3 for 1 hour and listen to mdm faridah talk ,

with some nonsense that miss wong said.. :x

another hour at lab 4 and play + TA :x

TA's finished! YAY.

but sian, research must pass up 2 weeks after this, maybe.

then after that chinese, mdm shi was not here..

then one liang lao shi came, he say he will be with us i forgot how long.

then chemistry,

hmm, i forgot we did what..

LOL.. after school,

rush and rush and rush..

finally at bout 5.45 reach my grandma's house..

takecare peeps,

huining.

(edited)

ignorance and necessary are needed in life, just like bread and water.

2010-01-15T14:41:00.004+08:00

finally i'm updating.. LOL

today F&N we cooked sweet&sour chicken..

i was the last to finish frying the chicken.. ><

chinese we read newspaper..

the wind then was blowing so hard that we had to press on the newpaper to stop it from flying..

chemistry, we learn the mole all over again by mrs lim and it's so boring that i wanted to sleep after 15 mins thru her lesson.. ><

after school walk with atiqah and bobo to bus inter to take no. 18 and saw nisa there waiting for her bus..

bought 3 cakes[?] from emicakes, ultimate chocolate brownie, brownie cheese and berry cookies.. yum :D

when i was under bobo's block sitting there with her, there's one bird which flew quite close to us,

one of its leg has a string tied around and it seems painful as it keep holding that leg up, the other of its leg is broken with one short toe[?] left..

it's so heartbreaking to see it like that..

i wonder what circumstance had it met with that left it with this state..

bobo and i tried to take hold of it and help it to get the string out, but it keep flying away when we're near.. i hope someone out there cann help it..

oh yeah, i got B3 AGAIN for chinese, have to retake.. ._.

takecare peeps,

huining.

*edited*

ignorance and error is necessary in life, just like bread and water.

2009-12-23T09:10:00.003+08:00

first

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY NIKI!! :D :D

finally i'm blogging again.. LOLs..
hmm..
ytd i made tang yuan with my mum at ard 7pm..
and my cousin came..
she came to tell us that her wedding next year will be on the 3rd of july..
we all will be going to malaysia for her wedding..
she said she had booked one house with five rooms for us..
i think the "us" will be my family, she and her husband and her father, sister and brother..
she asked my parents if i could be one of the "sisters"..
my parents says okay..
i'll have to shake off some of the kgs!
i don't want to look fat in the.. gown?
my cousin also came to ask about what the girls side of the family should do..
upon hearing "red dates tea" i think they are going to make it the traditional kind of marriage..
just that it's going to be western wedding gown and suit!..
i'm so excited..hahas..
but to think of it..
it's going to be near the Os..
omg.. please don't let it come so fast! ><
i mean the Os.. ><

takecare peeps,
huining.

ignorance and error are necessary in life, just like bread and water.

2009-12-19T17:01:00.003+08:00

after all the panicking..

i got promoted! YAY!!! :D

english: four

maths: two

comb. humans. : three

sciences: two

F&N: three

chinese: 1

only my english.. T.T

if only it's three i will be more confident.. :(

aggregate: 12.

takecare peeps,

huining.

2009-12-15T18:00:00.000+08:00

3 more days! ><

ahhhhhhhhh!

2009-12-06T15:14:00.003+08:00

hmm...

5th dec

went to changkat changi sec to take books..

i didn't know which to take,

so i took the maybes..

in the afternoon,

my family and i went to downtown east for the back to school sale,

i bought one pair of black shoes, a new water bottle and some other file etc..

ate in a taiwans shop there..

i ate mee sua, yumm..

kenny tried the rock climbing, it's made up of those big ballon thingy but he couldn't climb up..hahas

aftermath, we went home..

today, left home at 12.35..

mr lee called..

he asked about the NTUC work..

hahas..

he said there's some kind of band thing on the 24th dec at expo..

and asked if i'm interested..

weird though..

and he wants me to ask the others whether you all are interested..

LOLs..

i learned in the electone class one song called pathetic by beethoven..

it is very slow and very nice..

just now,

a lady called me,

she says she's from the kue kue shop thing that i had went to put my application for during sep..

she asked me to go for an interview on tues! At tampines 1..

it was such a surprise as i had given up hope in the jobs that i've given application in changi airport, and the person called.. gosh, i can't believe my luck!

takecare peeps,

huining.

ignorance and error are necessary in life, just like bread and water.

2009-11-28T14:46:00.006+08:00

hmm, let me see, i shall update on the day i went to science centre..haha ><

i was on the bus reaching the interchange when siyah sms me that she's behind me..
when i get down, i saw her..LOLs..
then we went to guardian in the MRT station, siyah and i bought sweet..
then wait a while for lynn and veron..
sat MRT to pasir ris then go jurong east..
we then took bus 335 to science centre..
at the entrance,
siyah got frightened by the 't-rex'
coz it moves.. and growl..
hahas..
reach there we walk walk walk..
i like the sound place one of the item,
which requires you to move both of your hands at two pipes to make sound..
fun! :D
that's also a 'space' place..
got a kind of new computers that you just move your hands near the screen,
you will move the stuff..
like fun, but sometimes quite difficult to control..
got one place,
for kids one,
have some animals,
but we have to bend down to see them,
i wonder why they wants to make the ceiling so low ._.
and, got cockroach! ><
at bout 3plus, we went to mac to eat,
wa, a lot of people..
lucky got place for us to sit..
i bought a corn cup, large fries and medium ice lemon tea :D

after that, i forgot we went where ><
then at last we went to the shop,
i bought 2 pkt of the, um, squid thing,
which can only be found in giant! :D
siyah bought one pkt of space icecream,
as the shop, the air-con like spoil..
the ice cream is warm..
and it sticks to the teeth..
okay, i sounds that it's not nice.. ><
it's taste is totally like ice cream though.

took 51 back to jurong east interchange..
went into popular awhile..
I WANT THAT EARPIECE!!!
okay, LOL..
back to tamp,
popular again,
then i go check my acc,
NO PAY YET!
WHY???!!!
okay,
i'm crazy..

takecare peeps,
huining..

ignorance and error are necessary in life, just like bread and water.

2009-11-19T15:07:00.003+08:00

went to lynn's blog just now..

dunno why, her blog song make me feel like crying..

later got bbq,

but it's raining.. i hope it stop like, right now!

yesterday spent $10 on top up ezlink card and buy the damn name tag that cost 5 bucks..

yesterday damn tired..

i got so fucked up and fustrated coz of the captain francis and also smiley..

i think ah, if i work there for long, i'll become crazy.. LOLs..

my father want me to quit ><

if i quit, what am i going to work as?

LYNN! I JOIN YOU AT NTUC IF I QUIT OKAY?

it's 3.15 now, i'm not even changed to meet lynn at 3.45..

i think i'm going to be very very late.. ><

takecare,

huining.

ignorance and error are necessary in like, just like bread and water.

2009-11-12T16:55:00.003+08:00

yay! new blogskin :D :D :D
i love this blogskin lots! x3
dunno why today i'm so umm, high..
LOLs..
today combine class with N1 for english and cheminstry..
then for bio,
ms veni was not there,
so went library..
i went to the computer and blog hop..
the last 10mins then i went to finish my compo..
lucky, i finish it.. 400+ words..
hmm.. after that asked mr gary sng to help me pas it to ms tan..
after that walk with bobo to the gates there to find siyah..
we three then walk to the bus inter to take 17 home..
on the way i keep chatting with siyah..
sorry bo for neglecting you!
hmm..
grats all 'O' level students that today is the last day of 'O' level!
yes ah! cann go out with jianing galfren le!!! x333
and double yay for tomorrow going sungei buloh and not boring lesson!

takecare peeps,
huining.

ignorance and error are necessary in life, just like bread and water.

2009-11-12T14:50:00.002+08:00

grrr,
the blogskin's background cannot see..
irritating..i gotta change the whole blogskin le..
><

ignorance and error are necessary in life, just like bread and water.

2009-11-10T16:13:00.006+08:00

sat

went to RGS for their choir concert..

mdm phua paid for it.. THANKYOU MDM PHUA!

their choir is so good,

their high notes are well reached, and their low notes are so low..

the alumni sang stopping by the woods on a snowy evening,

8 ladies sang how much the whole choir sang, and is good,

except that the starting is not good, they didn't start together.. :x

for a few times i heard the sound that what the conductors explain as the ringing sound,

they are so good!

sun

went for electone class,

so fun!

got a piece of new song 'my favourite things'

i love that song..

i sang it in primary school choir and i love love love it!

it's just simply nice.. :)

after electone class went to find my family at downtown east..

played bowling.. haha, i suck at that..

after that went KFC for dinner yum :D

monday

finally mr tan is back!

did some experiment again..

it's fun :)

but mr tan want us to do one by one..

siyah broke a test tube :x

after that was english,

ms tan was late..

there is no key for the classroom so we went library,

she find us there,

she say my english structure too simple like a pri 6 student ><

after that was a geog fieldwork in school..

it's drizzling then..

so niki went under the shelter coz she'd just recovered..

the field work combines biology! LOLs..

after school went gym with atiqah and bobo,

i felt so good after the run.. :)

i tried the other gym items..it's so fun..

hahas..

today

chinese P1,

the letter writting,

i actually write the si han! omg

and i wrote the story story one..

p2, the 2nd passage kinda difficult..

hai.. A? forget it..

after exam went lunch with siyah and went window shopping..

that's all,

takecare peeps,

huining.

ignorance and error is necessary to life, like bread and water.

2009-11-06T17:34:00.004+08:00

hi people! :D

imma so bored so blog awhile..

hmm.. today when we walk towards chem lab,

the mr lee, wth, wave to us like we had just come back from other country..

and he said we're his first customers..

and, christmas presents! LOLs..

english is mr chong..

he gave us homework.. report to write..

OH YEAH! HOMEWORK! I HAVEN'T DO.. ._.

oh well..

after that is recess, i ate mince pork noodles while siyah ate egg noodle..

maths, one female teacher came, idk who's she..

gave us maths p2 and asks us to finish it..

her favourite line.. 'have you finish?' LOLs..

she let us out off at 11.2o a.m..

after that went lunch with siyah..

then go popular awhile then go talk talk at bus stop jiu go home le..

takecare peeps,
huining.

2009-11-04T17:06:00.003+08:00

hey people! :D

hmm.. been forced by siyah to blog.. :x LOL!

yesterday did english compo..

i didn't finish it, have no time and no more inspiration..

so the end i anyhow added a conclusion..

think i'll get like only 2-4 marks for it?

today eng lesson, did paper two..

the passage.. *shake head*

one paragraph at least got one word i don't understand..

but i da gai understand..

chem, the mr lee..

very funny, explain to us until the very last detail..

even till he put the calcium smth into test tube, and ask the test tube 'hi, do you contain calcium'

for me i feel that it's very stupid..no offence..

his voice is very irritating.. i feel like doing the 'errrrrm' for him..

if you all understand..

maths..

got one male teacher came in, he like age bout 18-20?

dunno his name..

but his voice like the dwayne in singapore idol.. *talking voice of course*'

after that went to watch jennifer's body..

wth, the sound effect, it scare me bout 3 times!

one, when needy saw jennifer whole body with blood the first time.

two, when jennifer jump onto needy's car..

third one i forgot..

the 'am i hurting you? is it too big?' is damn funny

i don't like the jennifer on the act part..

very bloody and i don't like, very scary..

o level mt is coming, and i'm not a bit prepared..

takecare peeps,

huining.

2009-11-02T15:01:00.004+08:00

hmm...

work at hort park is kinda tired..

i really rather walking than standing when working long hours..

you may think i'm weird but really, walking will make you forget that you are tired.. LOLs..

reach there at bout 2 plus.. can't go in so walk walk in the park..

took many silly photos using linda's camera..

can you belive? Linda is a malay but she learn chinese.. how cool is that?

i really like my new friends.. they are so fun..

hmm, let me name them.. hmm,

Linda, Merlyn, Zoey, LiYan, WeeAn, Yifeng and Pearson..

today first day of bridging.. cher give us 'N' level paper 1..

jialat.. realise that one question i need to leave it in the maths 'pie' form..

i think 6 marks.. die lorh..

6 + 6 + 4 = 16..

waa, die..16 marks gone from my paper 1 le..

T.T think i can't go sec 5 le.. T.T

today miss veni give de bio paper[mcq] very easy..

but i got 2 careless mistake..

i really hope if i ever got to sec 5, i wann mdm loh and ms tan st to be my maths and eng teacher..

i know i very greedy and selfish of wanting them both..

but they are very very very good teachers in each sub..

i am really scared.. and i wann mr sharil for ss and miss kaur for geog!

omg... i am really greedy! ><

after bridging today, went to LJS with juliyanna, siti khairunisa and siyah..

then nisa went back home..

me, bobo and siyah went to popular..

i was looking for 'virtual villagers' when one hand came to wave right infront of my face..

okay la, not right infront but still i was frightened..

then i turn a bit and saw matthew..

LOLs.. he change so fast sia.. and idris too.. they going watch Jennifer's body if i'm not wrong..

then me, siyah and bobo went to challenger and look for my game..

finally found! but but but, it can be only played on microsoft 2000 and xp..

T.T both my lappy and desktop are vista.. T.T

oh well, then after that i went home..

hmm..that's bout it..

takecare peeps,

Lyane.

edited x3

2009-10-28T10:39:00.002+08:00

finally, i'm updating! LOLs

hmm..later going to gym with bobo and shap..
meeting bo at 4pm..
friday going work again at alexander there de hort park..
4pm to 12 pm..
i am so bored now but i dunno what to blog about..
so, think this will be the end..

takecare peeps,
huining.

2009-10-15T09:25:00.002+08:00

12th oct

suppose to meet charlene at 2.30, but i was late,

before that i told her i was late.. yeah

when i reach, she haven't leave house,

so i went to walk around..

i saw winnie in century square..

talk bit then we go our own way..

went to mac to buy drink,

wendy ask me when i want to go back to work..

i didn't know how to say that i'll not be going back anymore..

and don't she know that i had return the uniform since march?

oh well, told her i still have O level mt though..

i will never go to the counter near the manager always stand the place anymore..

LOL..

after charlene came,

we went to walk around the 3 malls..

then we walk to coffee bean to finally ask for application..

when the manager jason came to explain to us what will happen,

it's a nightmare,

first thing 38 hrs of training,

doesn't sound bad right?

but it's like, you are only going to complete it in 2-3 months,

and they'll hold your money..

i rather not work..

next, we went to toyRus to give application..

half-way, i saw jialing walking pass,

she's working at popular..

then continue to do application,

upon finishing, waiyuni came with her friends..

to ask for application too..

well, the girl said that they WILL call, but DUNNO WHEN..

this means to me that they'll nvr call isn't it?

oh well, today i'm going to airport with charlene again to find job..

probably atiqah and bobo will come along..

i really hope after today i really have a job..

takecare peeps,

huining.

2009-10-13T12:45:00.002+08:00

14th oct's job is cancelled..

changed to 24th..

but info not confirmed yet..lols

later on meeting charlene to find job around tampines,

most probably in malls only..

dunno what to blog le..

takecare peeps,

huining.

2009-09-30T15:24:00.001+08:00

hey peeps!

so bored now..

hmm.......

14th oct gonna go sentosa work one night as waitress..

yay! and that night i will be staying overnight at bel's..

think annabel, alison, joanna and leiseng will be there..

ahh......so bored..

bye~

takecare,

huining.

2009-09-29T10:05:00.002+08:00

hey peeps, long time since i've blogged..

hmm, the trip to malaysia is bery bery fun..

reach there at bout 10 plus..

thought my cousins would be asleep,

but they're not..LOL

next day my little cousin's 1st year b'day..

she came home to bai bai..

then we gave her a red egg,

she knock it on the floor and start to take out the shell,

smart right?

but she put the egg shell in her mouth,

but we took it out..LOL

at night, it was buffet..

the food was quite okay..

Joyce's cake was in the shape of a pacifier..

while she was taking photo, her little finger brush across the cake..

and hahas, history repeat itself,

as her older bro, on his 1st year birthday had done the same thing!

only with his cute shoe..

upon choosing the items that chinese would let their children choose on 1st year b'day,

there is a calculator, large pen, large ruler and RM$50..

guess what she choose? RM$50!

next day is my grandma's 71st birthday..

we had cake at around 11 and went out for lunch,

those wedding dinner like lunch..

and the food is good..

my grandma was so happy..

my uncles bet on the receipt number and won the second price!

what good luck!

takecare peeps,

huining.

2009-09-19T16:27:00.002+08:00

hey peeps,

yesterday after school rushed home,

changed and rushed to meet ivy and huimei..

then take MRT to city hall to meet verrine, sherlene and yuchen..

supposedly meeting Miss Lee at 2.30 pm

but she changed it to 3 pm..

so we walked around marine parade..

told Miss Lee we'll be meeting at breeks..

then we bought a cake.. one slice..

asked the waitress to put it into the fridge..

as it is going to be a surprise for Miss Lee..

then Miss Lee came..

i was shocked..

coz she's ..... plump.. yeah..

she told us she's like that because veggies there are quite ex,

so much so that almost everyday they are eating meat..

and she only eat one meal a day!

when we finish our drinks and sides,

Miss Lee went to the toilet,

so we told the waitress what to do afterwards..

after the cake came and the birthday song,

Miss Lee told us she wasn't expecting the cake to be her's..

as her birthday is on the 1st Aug..hahas,

yeah, very belated birthday..

hahas, then she says it is counted as we celebrate for her next year's birthday..

gave her the gift for her ..

then we went back to the MRT station..

she hug each of us, not yuchen, she shake hand with him..lols

and then goodbye..

Miss Lee's flight on monday will be at 11.05 pm..

i came home, and soon after my cousin and aunt and uncle came..

wasn't expecting them..

jason is such a cute kid,

feeding him his dinner,

and i have to tell him that he's a crocodile

who needs to eat then he can fight with my soft toy cat..

which is almost his height..

LMAO..

take care peeps,

huining.

2009-09-11T11:33:00.002+08:00

posting for yesterday..
went out yesterday at about 12.55
took bus and reach interchange at 1.15
while waiting for mavis,
chatted with peck choo at dessert kiosk..
was watching a girl 'pleading' her mum
to buy her a bigger ice-cream than the 70 cents one,
then saw mavis's 'what are you looking at? so concentrated..' face..
then i go to her..hahas..
went to eat LJS., but only me eat.. lols
then we walk around tamp mall and tamp 1..
aftermath, we went to stadium the LAN shop..
we played left 4 dead..
before we went mavis told me her boyfriend actually become dizzy and vomited..
害我在那里怕到~
for the first few minutes,
we spent it on wondering why can't we connect to each other..
then she found out,
she forgot to type in some info..
my palm was sweating though my whole hand is cold!
i was scared lols..
i keep shooting my teammate while shooting the zombies..hahas..
then mavis is like, aiyo, why keep shooting me..
i shoot one witch, which wasn't suppose to,
i shoot her bcoz i suddently saw her then chua dio..
she very scary sia,
like one crazy women keep hitting me..
and of course i died in her hand..
i meant, my character died in her hand..
then was revived..
at last when we were suppose to be saved,
i died.. ><
then the last part where lots of words come out,
my character there put (deceased)..hahas..
lucky, i didn't feel dizzy..hahas..

mavis, like what you said..
gosh, i think i'm addicted! ><
LOLs.. think i'm going to download L4D le!

aftermath, we went to mac and mavis eat mcwings all wings..hahas..
we then went to tamp mall arcade,
played some games then went to zimple in cs to find angel..
we chatted for quite a while,
then go to montip..
i bought a bangle and mavis bought a rubber band..
forgot to take pictures with mavis.. T.T..
mavis, i think we go swimming after the lunar 7th month,
until then, my parents won't let me go swimming de..

should i change to lifejournal?
blogger is still sick..

takecare peeps,
huining.

2009-09-10T12:17:00.001+08:00

i am feeling so shitty now..
woke up at 11 plus,
saw the msg from lynn saying miss lee is back today at school..[at 9.21]
and another one at 11.10 asking me awake not..
so she called,
and yeah, i'm too late..
the second call,
miss lee talk to me..
yeah, i cried, yup, on the phone,
so i can't talk, tried to talk properly though..
well, she said she'll meet me next week,
and will tell me the time so i won't oversleep..
still feeling so shitty about the incident..
hope i won't cry again..
hope later mavis could cheer me up,
coz i am suppose to meet her at 1 plus..
haiis..
pics on my birthday will be up when blogger gets well..

take care peeps,
huining.

2009-09-09T14:23:00.000+08:00

okay, blogger gotta probs,
so this will be the update for now..
today's paper,paper 1 is like, 'what the hell'
N1 says that mdm tan says informal letter will not be out,
but today's paper is INFORMAL PAPER! DAMN IT!!
will be updating when blogger gets better..

takecare peeps,
huining.

MISSING!!!!!!!
- ABOUT 17 CM TALL
- IS A BEAR
- WHITE WITH BLUE-LINE CHECKED
- DARK BLUE RIBBON AT NECK
[last seen = at school]

REWARD = A HUG FROM ME! LOLs..

2009-08-07T20:06:00.002+08:00

so long since i've blogged..
today national day celebration..
the game today 'don't forget the lyrics' sucks..
well whatever, it had ended..
this year's national day souvenir is a file..
my bro lost it.. LOLs..
i like the photo taking..LOLs..
juanhui was soaked in her sweat..poor thing..

went swimming with julyianna, atiqah shahirah and natasha..
so fun..hahahs
now i know, in water also can play tu tu train..haha
And, in water also can fall down! LOLs..
i got a cut from the slide, when i was too close to the side,
pain neh, it's kinda deep.. T.T
i went to the yellow slide twice!!
hahas, going head down is fun! LOLs..
my hair smell like chewing gum after i bathe,
coz my shampoo is strawberry yogurt smell..LOLs..

Went to meet JY them next..
went to Cs 2nd floor toilet then me and Jy go T1..
i bought xiaonawang de chicken and the new flavour of the drink from the...
ermmm.. the bubble tea shop that is called idk..hahas
JY bought the sweet corn..
was 10mins late for tuition..
after we finish two papers, we went to scribble on cher's whiteboard..hahas..
cher treat us baked potatoes..mmmm..but butter not enough..

signing off,
huining.

NEXT TUESDAY WILL BE THE DAY WHERE WE WILL GET OUR 'O' LEVEL MT RESULTS! GOOD LUCK EVERYONE!!

2009-07-19T21:09:00.003+08:00

went for electone class..

saw mdm ng, she changed her glasses..

found out that my courses are like,

book 1 - grade 13

book 2 - grade 12

the grades are 13 to 3..

was surprised, i had passed a grade in 5 months.

cher said the class before us is in grade 5 and if they were to pass it,

they can become teachers..and they had only learn it for 6 years..

after that, went to watch harry potter and the half-blood prince..

quite nice..sad the principle died..

so tragically..

signing off,

huining.

2009-07-12T17:57:00.006+08:00

whatever you all say..
please, people, want to say jiu say name la..
well, don't like me jiu don't like me,
don't talk behind ppl's back..
what i want to say in plurk is my problem.
if you people don't like what i say, then why don't you people ignore?
whatever it is.
i guess i know what will happen next..
i want to ask ONE simple question:
you damn people can say it, why can't i?
HATE JIU HATE BA!
and people who follow people to hate other people are then fucking no life!

2009-07-06T11:02:00.004+08:00

4th july `09

went to the 1st NDP rehersal..
it was quite nice..
i like this year's concept..
there were 10 chapters of the history of Singapore..
the fun pack is a bag that the top can be taken off,
and it will become something like a tote bag..
i took blue one! [sadly, i can't get the light blue..]
the fun pack consist of,
one flag, one light, which is of a heart shape, and it have red and white light.
one 'drum', one pack of chrysanthemum tea, one pack of H2O, one bottle of new water,
one pack of halls vita-c sweet, one pack of the dinosaur sweet, the one that in the commercial, says 99% fat free, tattoo, yellow ribbon, wet tissue, one pack of choco biscuit, lemon flavour biscuit and post card..
went there with my whole family[yes, zhihe included], alison and leiseng..
because, there's still one month to national day,
there are things like, people not able to attend, so there will be spaces, and things like the stuff not done like there's only the structure but not the 'skin'..
blogger can't upload images, so i could not upload..
i suspect this year dosen't have national day song ..

5th July `09

went to yamaha for lessons...
went going back, saw pearlynn..
said hi and talk a bit then bye..lols
walk to the escalator and saw a couple [Eurasian ] holding their child,
with a strap connecting to something like a jacket..
it may seem normal to the Eurasians,
but to me, i feel that, the child looks like a dog..
poor thing to me..
next went to mac,
at first i went to huang miao's line,
but saw someone,
and decided to go to bee hoon's..
saw sam in line 2, called him and he says hi..
lols..
sad, hoo giek didn't see me, she's doing drink drawer..
saw yuhmin, she is doing assembler,
sad..the last time i saw her, she's at counter..
i hope this time, she's in kitchen is not because of her back..
saw something that made me say 'huray!'
the garlic chilli is back! yes ah..

signing off,
huining.

2009-07-02T22:03:00.003+08:00

到了黑糖的部落各。
去到了瑶瑶的，
她看起来好可爱，好漂亮。
本来是要放她的照片，
可是上载后没出现。

再见了~
伟淋。

2009-06-22T17:03:00.002+08:00

mood swing >>> for no reason....
haiis.................................................
went choir today..
how i miss the TPSS choir two years back..
with miss lee and mdm puah..
it's like, umm, almost 50?
and now, 20+
i feel so sad and worried..
after SYF,
2 sec 1s quit choir..
i'm worried that this will become a trend..
20+ is not an ideal number.
miss lee promised that she'll come back to TPSS and teach when she finish her studies in europe,
but now,
i guess that will not happen..
if the number continues to drop,
i don't know what will happen..
i should have not cared for this,
as i am ex-chorister of TPSS choir..
but, i just can't put this away..
it's a burden on my shoulders,
and still is..
i should have long thrown this burden away,
but i can't..
maybe i shall go for a 'memory erasing'
to erase this memory..?
whatever~

signing off,
huining

2009-06-18T15:30:00.002+08:00

new blogskin~~
yay~

have to delete most of the things that i put in my old blog due to this skin can't 'absorb' too much..
yeah, and i have all my idol's pics!! ^^
and and, big thanks to huichun ^^
she made this skin for me..
deleted the song as well ):
so there will not be any songs any more...

signing off,
huining.

2009-06-17T16:56:00.005+08:00

from pearlynn >>> this is going to be tough ><

10 facts that you didn't already know about me:

1) I like to tie my hair in every style, of course not going out with it.

2)I like to watch horror movies, but i'll end up hiding behind the pillow.

3) I seldom sleep later than 12 mid-night unless there's something nice to watch..

4) I had used to wanted to try cigg, but didn't. AND NEVER GOING TO.

5) I like Wangzi with his glasses though he look better without..

6) I had always wished to be born white..

7) I always hated my thick hair.

8) I wish to visit the children in the orphanage in Siem Reap, Cambodia. AGAIN :D

9) I wants to get hair extension [i know this and no. 7 put tgt very weird]

10) I don't eat breakfast.. [well, i really dunno]

Tag 5 people

please go to pearlynn's blog to get it, thankyou very much ^^
-Siyah
-Lynn
-NIL
-NIL
-NIL

2009-06-15T17:38:00.001+08:00

my mind is swirling..
should i go?
should i even help?
ahh!!!!
if i don't go, the guilt will climb over me..
i should not talk to you about it in the first place..
they way you tell me,
just make me feel more guilty if i don't help..

2009-06-15T17:18:00.002+08:00

Name A friend from A-Z
A: Annabel -B: Brenda- C: Charlene- D: Dennis- E:Edmund- F: Fatin- G:Gwen- H: Huichun- I: Iffah- J: Jacinta- K: Kahhui- L: Lynn- M: Matthew- N: Nadia- O: NIL- P: Pearlynn- Q: NIL- R: Raimy- S: SamS- T: Theophilus- U: - V: Veron- W: Wanting- X: Xinyee- Y: Yanyen- Z: Zhihao

1. Can R and S be together in BGR ? [Raimy,Sam]
no.
2. How is L related to you ? [Lynn]
bestie
3. Does Y know Z ? [yanyen, zhihao]
nah
4. If C betrays you, will you kill him/her ? [charlene]
hmm, we are not that close to betray each other
5. If K steals your boyfriend, what will you do ? [kahhui]
we are different
6. If B tells you that he have a crush on you , what will you do ? [Brenda]
it'll never happen
7. Will/did you and M get into a fight ? [matthew]
fight? no.
8. Who does K have a crush on? [kahhui]
dunno
9. If L calls you a bitch , what will you do ? [Lynn]
she'll never do that
10. Whats the relationship between you and E ? [edmund]
friends
11. Who does Z like ? [zhihao]
a*****
12. Who is J's best friend ? [Jacinta]
umm....
13. What colour does Y like ? [yanyen]
errr......
14. Where does F live ? [fatin]
tampines
15. . Did you and C have a fight before ? [Charlene]
umm, no
16. Who is H's best friend? [huichun]
umm....
17. What can u say about T ? [theophilus]
umm, he's kind
18. If D tells u he/she has a crush on you ? [dennis]
umm, not possible
19. How long have u know Y & do you like her/him ? [yanyen]
since i'm born, she's me cousin, i love her!
20. Tag 10 people to do this quiz :
1. nil
2. nil
3.nil
4. nil
5. nil
6. nil
7. nil
8. nil
9. nil
10. nil

2009-06-11T21:09:00.003+08:00

today first time with Mr Sharil [think i spell wrong, i don't know how to spell]
he make the class laugh,
i laugh until my cheeks hurt.
after that went for break..
for english,
it was quite boring,
slept for i think 5 mins as we're in the library, it was so cooling..

after infocus, went to tampines to meet aison and justin.
As i was early, i sms-ed aison, and he say he's on the way..
i told him that i'm at the arcade,
and he told me he is on the way.
after awhile, he called me and assuming he can't find me,
i walk outside and told him i'm at the outside of arcade,
near 77th street.
i waited for quite long before deciding to call him.
and there he says he is outside isetan.
so i walked to the barrier to see,
and there he is standing there.
was thinking, 'is he coming up?'
after awhile, he still stand there,
so i sms-ed him that i go down..
we went t1 and walk around while waiting for justin.
when justin come,
we spent about almost 45 mins deciding what to eat and walk everywhere..
at last decided to eat pizzahut.
we ate the same,
oriental something. hahas
and it's something chicken..
it's a student meal.
they ordered 3 side dishes,
one star munches and two umm... idk what it's called.
when we called for the top-up for pepsi,
the lady poured for aison and justin and ignored my cup.
aison then laughed at me..
hahas..
after eating,
we have no plan so we go for movie..
we watched night at the musum 2..
as it is only 3 and the movie starts at 4,
we went to centry square de arcade,
but i cannot go in coz i was in CCA shirt with 'TPSS' in front..
after that, we went to find mardiah,
justin walk damn fast..
i was thinking why he go so fast.
and upon reached mardiah, i know why,
he wanted sweet..
lols
we went mac for awhile to past the time..
took out my papers,
and aison taught me some math question.
the movie was so funny especially when the cupids sang the fast love song,
so funny..
watching half-way i got a phone call from home asking me when going home,
so i said i go home at 6..
after movie,
i went home..
spending the day with aison and justin is just so funny..
they are simply funny,
disiao-ing each other..
aison,
have fun going australia for your 3 weeks project..^^

signing off,
huining.

2009-06-10T20:53:00.003+08:00

1.Real name : huining
2.Nickname : twin! [by siyah]
3.Star sign : virgo
4.Male or female : female
5.Primary school : tampines + qiaonan
6.Secondary school : tampines
7.JC/POLY : -nil-
8.Hair color : back, real black
9.Long or short :hair -- long
10.Loud or Quiet : a bit of both
11.Sweats or Jeans : hmm...
12.Phone or camera : camera + phone XD
13.Health freak : in the middle
14.Drink or smoke : drink
15.Do you have a crush on someone : -nil-
16.Eat or drink : hmm..both? XP
17.Piercings : 4..wanting to get the 5th XD
18.Tattoos : -nil-
Have you ever :

19.Been in an airplane : yeah
20.Been in a relationship: Yeah
21.Been in a car accident : almost
22.Been in a fist fight : nope

Firsts:

23.First piercing : primary 5
24.First best friend : pearlynn yong hoi lin!
25.First award :hmm.......
26.First Crush : um......primary sch fwen.. XD
27.First Vacation : malaysia truly asia~

Lasts :

28.Last person you talked to : my dad
29.Last person you texted to : lynn
30.Last person(s) you watched a movie with: siyah
32.Last food you ate : porridge
33.Last movie you watched : ramen gril
34.Last song you listened to : 123 木头人
35.Last thing you bought : mash potato and little miss capsule
36.Last person you hugged :Miss Kaur

Favourites:

37.Food : hmm...practically everything XD
38.Drinks : green tea!
39.Clothing : depends
40.Books : hmm.....alot
41.Song : 123 木头人and 慢半拍
42.Flower : hmm....
43.Colors : baby blue &pink
44.Movies : hmm...
45.Phrase: errr...
46.Subjects: bio, geog

You ever done before:

47.Kissed in the snow : no snow in singapore
48.Celebrated Halloween : no halloween in singapore
49.Had your heart broken : hmm...guess so..
50.Went over the minutes on your cell phone : yeah, when i'm real bored
51.Someone questioned your sexual orientation : nope
52.Came out of the closest : ?
53.Gotten pregnant : nope
54.Had an abortion :nope
55.Done something you've regretted : yeah
56.Broke a promise : think so bah
57.Hid a secret : yeah
58.Pretended to be happy : yeah
59.Met someone who changed your life : yeah, he changed my view on sciences
60.Pretended to be sick : nah, i'm not so bad
61.Left the country : yeah
62.Tried something you normally wouldn't try & liked it : pizza that has real lots of onions on it
63.Cried over some silliest thing : yeah
64.Ran a mile : how far is that?
65.Went to the beach with your best friend(s) : umm.....
66.Stay single the whole year : yeah

Currently:

67.Eating : -nil-
68.Drinking :-mil-
69.I'm about ton : nope
70.Listening to : fan turning
71.Plans for tomorrow : school then meet aison daddy and justin
72.Waiting for : time to past
73.Want kids : hmm...
74.Want to get married : yeah..
75.Careers in mind : something music or something with animals (:
76.Which is better , Girl / Boy : er...

77.Lips or eyes : eyes
78.Shorter or taller : taller
79.Romantic or spontaneous : a bit of both
80.Nice stomach or nice arms :umm...
81.Sensitive or loud : a bit of both but more to sensitive
82.Hook-up or relationship :relationship
83.Trouble-maker or hesistant : a bit of hesistant
Have you ever:
84.Lost glasses/ contacts : nope
85.Ran away from home : nope
86.Hold a gun or knife for self defense :nope
87.Killed somebody : nope
88.Broken someone's heart : guess so
89.Been arrested :nope
90.Cried when someone died : yeah

Do you believe in:

91.Yourself : yeah?
92.Miracles: yeah!
193.Love at first sight : depends on person
94.Heaven : somewhat
95.Santa Claus : there's one in front of me in class everyday. .LOL!
96.Sex on the first date : eee, no
97.Kiss on the first date : eee, no
98.Is there one person you want to be with right now : yeah
99.Are you seriously happy with where you are in life : somewhat
100.This is the 100th & last question : errr?
Now tag 10 people to do this
my blog can't copy..

2009-06-05T20:44:00.003+08:00

miao miao,
good luck for you in band,
during arts fest,
we'll see you playing in band i guess,
all the best there.
thankyou for your commitment in choir,
i guess you really love choir,
if not you would already quit.

thankyou.

exactly 3 month to my birthday!
found out it when talking to jy today..
still very down today,
but gradually cheered up a bit by Dr Ong and jy..

2009-06-04T18:57:00.008+08:00

心情有点不好，
就像以上我表妹的表情。
我的O水准华文，
我认为考得不好。
理解问答，
写的不多。

F&N N水准，
我没时间把它弄好。
虽然食物是能吃，
可样子不好看。
还要老师教我着么摆。
看来分数不高。
为什么，
每当是自己的菜都不会摆，
帮别人，我却会？
是害怕吗？
[丝雅，我没怪你，别误会]
是我自己的不对。

朋友之间的感情，
竟是自己破坏的。
我不知道，为什么，
自己那么笨，

不想后果就做。

~~不知道为什么，~~
~~还是放不下你。~~
~~早就该放手了，~~
~~可放不下。~~
~~不知该怎么办才好。~~

2009-06-04T15:36:00.002+08:00

that day bought the little miss the capsule,
got little miss shy and mr small,
today, i got mr small [again!]
and mr greedy..LOL

welllllllll........
miss kaur is leaving for australia[if i'm not wrong]
to study, i'm going to miss her,
her style of teaching and her handwriting [LOL]
miss kaur, 一路顺风！

today i'm very sleepy..
in english i almost fell asleep,
luckly didn't.
i can't pay attention well,
but still, i did my work!
geography, miss kaur wanted to do a recap on river and coast,
but only manage to finish river.
Rahman was so funny to 'teach' us waterfall and ox-bow lake..
he drew the diagrams, for 'less resistance' he put 'less resist' [LOL]
and the laughter came..
ox-bow lake, same he drew the diagram, and wrote 'slip off point' as 'sleep off zone'
where the roar of laughter came..
the next diagram, he draw till it looks pretty much like an alien..
laughter non-stop [i have stomach cramp, but couldn't stop laughing]
next he wrote 'ox-bow lake' as ' ox-bow leg'
that is when miss kaur laugh the loudest..
when the lesson ends, many when to shake miss kaur's hand as a 'goodbye'
nadia, me and juliana y. hug her goodbye..
it was so sad..
and it reminds me of miss lee,
hope miss lee can really make it this august to come back.

my brother, zhihe,
his leg is better with the casing off,
he can now bend his leg a little,
but the metal thing that the doctor inserted in his leg is protruding.
and now, his recovery is very slow,
hope he can catch up with his studies..

I'm sincerely seeking your forgiveness..
please forgive me..

2009-05-31T19:18:00.007+08:00

OMG!
my stupid post is gone again!
and twice! grr rhawhx!!

2009-05-24T16:04:00.008+08:00

her thankyou card[open]

[closed]

the birthday girl!

her cake

yesterday went to shirley's 21st birthday party!
met her other side de cousin, huisze..
she's same age as us and she's so funny..

maybe i'm wrong to *follow* you ard?
well, it's just like, awhile?
i'm just doing my *experiment*
because...
out of a sudden,
everyone like sort of ignore me.
okay, if you're angry/annoyed, i'm sorry..
what's going on?
just tell me what i've done wrong.

out of a sudden,
even you* also just go away,
and whisper to other,
like kind of cold shoulder..
please people, this is the second time this year.
and i'm not the only one being treated like this,
can you just tell me the problem?
can this thing not pass from one person to the other?

i'm tired of this,.
i'm really tired..
i cherish you all so much,
just a snap,
and all ignoring..
what is this??
you all may be angry of my comments,
i think i will be expecting something.
i have no choice but to face it..
hopefully this can pass like a breeze and not a snow storm.
well at least you all communicate to me and not fully ignoring?
should i be sad or relived?
well, see how it goes.

2009-05-21T13:54:00.002+08:00

arhhx! my chinese very lan... ))):
paper 2 only just pass..
but lucky cher say this one is difficult..
and o-level chinese is easier..
like the SEAB one,
and lucky enough, the SEAB is easy.. (:

get well soon JJ!
so sad, he is having problem with his throat..
hopefully he can still sing!
T.T..

signing off,
huining.

2009-05-19T17:26:00.004+08:00

listening compre was bad, don't understand the passage.. ><
mdm loh speak chinese quite a lot today,
it is a bit 'ummm, the feeling so weird..'

oral, miss tan s.t.
it was a disaster! ><
especially picture analysis.. ><

2009-05-18T22:30:00.009+08:00

watch ramen girl today, it's so funny ..
spent quite a fortune in arcade but worthwhile winning neska..
juliana called her neska from alaska..lols
bought a book from kinokuniya with my voucher..
ahh!! tmorrow's oral exam!!!
it's one of the exams that's i'm scared of..
))))))))))))))))):
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! jiu ming jiu ming!!!!
i hate oral exams!!! )))):

bye people!
signing off,
huining.

oh great..
what's happening to me?
why am i jealous over that,
juliana know him more than me?
i thought that i had already get over him?
maybe he's my mr right?
i don't think things like that will ever going to happen..

2009-05-16T13:34:00.002+08:00

from jody! long quiz!!

TENS ARE YOU ★

★Are you single ?
yeah....
★Are you happy ?
umm, just feeling fine? lols..
★Are you bored ?
yeah....
★Are you fair ?
in the middle of tan and fair?
★Are you italian ?
nope
★Are you honest ?
won't lie for nothing..
★Are you nice ?
yeah, of course...lols
★Are you irish ？
nope
★Are you Asian ?
yeah!

TENS FACTS ★

★ Full Name :
huining...lols
★Nickname :
ummm, twin![from siyah] ning[from my parents and bel]
★Birthplace :
Singapore, KKH
★Hair colour :
black, real black
★Natural Hairstyle :
wavy and i hate it!
★Birthday ：
5th sep!! [remember this!]
★Mood :
relaxed...
★Favourite Colours :
pink and blue and black and white~
★One place you like to visit :
zoo!!!!

TENS THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.★

★ Have you been in love?
yeah?
★Do you believe in love at first sight?
umm, not really..
★Do you currently have a crush?
nope...
★Have you ever broken anyone's heart?
guess so...
★Have you ever been hurt emotionally?
yeah?
★Have you ever had your heart brokened and when?
ehh???
★Have you ever liked anyone but is afraid of telling him?
yeah....
★Are you afraid commitment?
nope!
★Who was th last person you hugged?
umm, i not sure..
★Who was th last person you said i love you to?
umm.....

TENS THIS OR THAT ★

★Love or Lust ?
Love..
★Hard liquor or beer ?
neither..
★Cats or Dogs ?
both!! @_@
★A few best friends or any regular friends ?
A few best friends!! yeah..
★Creamy or crunchy ?
creamy!
★Wild night out or romantic night?
romantic night
★Money or happiness?
happiness...
★Night or day?
day bah..
★IM or phone?
phone......

TENS HAVE YOU EVERS ★

★Been caught sneaking out?
i dont sneak out!
★Seen a polar bear?
yeah, at the zoo!
★Done something you regret?
yeah..
★Bungee jumped?
nooooooooooo!!!!!
★Eaten food that fell on th floor?
yeah.. G_G
★Finished an entire jaw breaker?
what's that?
★Been caught naked?
nope..!
★Wanted an ex gf/bf back?
nooo....
★Cried because you lost a pet?
yeah~~
★Wanted to disappear?
did before....

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER★

★Smile or eyes?
Eyes...
★Light or dark hair?
light!!
★Hugs or Kisses ?
Both...yeah, i'm greedy... ><
★Shorter or Taller?
Taller!
★Intelligence or attraction?
Both...yeah, i'm already greedy..
★Topmen or zara?
this is?
★Funny or serious?
Both....>★Older or Younger?
Older..but not too old!
★Outgoing or quiet?
Both...hahas
★Sweet or bad?
sweet with a little bad..hahas

TEN HAVE YOUS★

★Ever performed in front of a large crowd?
yeah..
★Talking on a phone longer then a hour?
yepp hehes
★Ever tried walking on your hands?
no...of course not..i'm not crazy..
★Ever been to a rock concert?
nope..
★Ever been on a cheerleading team?
nope..
★Ever been on a dance team?
yeah..ballet for a year..
★Ever been on a sport team?
nah, i don't like sports!
★Ever been in a drama play/ production?
yeah, a small drama play in cambodia..
★Ever owned a BMW...?
nope, i'm too young to even have a license!
★Ever been in a rape video?
eeeeeee!!! nooooooooooooo!!!!

TEN LASTS ★

★Last phone call you made?
zhihe
★Last person you hugged?
forgot! ><
★Last person you hanged out with?
bel, aunt!
★Last time you worked?
few months ago
★Last time you IM-ed to?
ummm....
★Last person you texted to?
bel
★Last person you went to movie with?
juliana, lynn!
★Last person/thing you missed?
my hamsters!!!
★Last website visited?
jody's blog!!

2009-05-06T16:26:00.002+08:00

today geog exam..
rivers was very successful..
geog of food,
first question i'm quite stucked,
that time, all i remember was changing food preference of DCs,
i could not remember the one for LDCs..
second question,
stucked at first, but think is quite okay..
third question about the one that is about the world food submit blah blah blah
have to write out the next two factor,
but i only remember one,
so i only write the free school lunch..
last question,
quite okay,
but handwritting very ugly...
left with only 10 minutes to do a very long question..
i think i left some out, hopefully will be okay..

after exam me, niki and juliana eat lunch tgt..
then huichun come find us
i choke on chilli and cried..lols
thanks huichun help me buy water..
after that suppose to find mdm faridah,
saw jiaxin,
so juliana ask her to help return idris de pen..
jiaxin with huimei talking to mdm ng..
so we somewhat become joined into the conver..
choir tee come liao..
so tmr we can collect! hurray..

mdm ng says if sec 4s wants to step down,
choir only left with 24 people..
38 to 24..
so keciean...
mdm says whoever[juniors] are interested in choir,
please please ask them to come for audition..

so anyone interested in joining choir please tell me!

after that me huichun and juliana went t1..
juliana bought corndog..
i bought mrBean de cheese the thing..
after eating went into urban write..
then we went upstairs..
go into times and browse things..
the end i bout a magazine with JJ Lin at the front..
and 4 pages of his news..
i bought the magazine for that..
lols..i know..
dou guaii me so easily influence by friends to like idols..
hahas..
some idols only la..lols
went to comic connection..
bought 2 2r pic of wangzi ..
then went home..

signing off,
huining.

2009-05-02T14:13:00.002+08:00

wake up at 15 to 12 today..
was surprised that i could sleep for almost 12 hours!
damn it, i haven't study geog..

lalalas~

thankyou jy for helping me do the flashplayer ^^
nothing to blog le bye~

signing off,
huining.

2009-05-01T17:06:00.002+08:00

ytd can't use internet coz internet explorer crash.. T.T
due to a programe call Zango..
but now okay le,
thanks to SweeYee! :D

well anyway,
yesterday was the first MYE..
eng compo like shit,
letter writting more worst?
for compo i wrote one paragraph for truancy,
then cancel away,
one paragraph for 'time with family ............',
also cancel away,
took one paper from teacher and write again,
but for the 'describe some of your _____ childhood'..

after that went to hall for briefing..
on 8th may i would have 3 exams le!
great..
MOE every year will choose many school to conduct this very test to see
whether their standard of paper will match our standard..
and our school lucky enough to be chosen..

after briefing went for lunch..
all along on the way for lunch,
i saw 2 north pole magnets..
hahas..

after dinner,
went to walk around,
ate the ice-cream again which i ate on alison's b'day but diff flavour..
hahas..
the last stop was urban write,
was astonished by the things..
i wonder why only this time i went into it then i see the things..
like the cute pen which upon pulling it,
it becomes long and you can write..
but it look just like those click pen..
lols..

signing off,
huining.